This Tears

This Tears, In tears, Lord when will my tears reach you? How could I live my life like there is not hope? Didn’t you create me for a purpose? How could I be your creation? And still the evil hands seem to defeat me?

This Tears

In tears, Lord when will my tears reach you?
How could I live my life like there is not hope?
Didn’t you create me for a purpose?
How could I be your creation?
And still the evil hands seem to defeat me?

I have done all I could within my ability
But it looks as if this load is too heavy for me to bear
Lord, where is the love that you said you love me
If you truly love me then why is my life in the dark?
I have tried all that I know, but it seems life is against me.

Lord why, how could you let my enemies’ glory themselves?
They thought they have gotten and are done with me
I seek redemption but it seems your hand is too far from me
What else do you want to have me do Lord?
I am sick of trying to live my life without a purpose.

This tears in my eyes
Is it to glorify the devil or to shame You?
Am I not your son? Lord, didn’t you create me in your image?
Wasn’t it for my sake you die that I wouldn’t have to go through life
Wondering about like a sheep that has not shepherd.

Here I am, toiled by the hustles of life
I weep every moment like there is no hope at sight
Who would help me if you forsake me?
Lord when will my tears get to your mercy throne of grace?
For I need a turn around and you alone that is worthy to give me.

Lord make me that I will be made
Turn my sorrow into joy
Make my weeping to endure only for a night
Let the morning brings my desired victory
That the joy I have in You shall forever be fulfilled.

Lord I look to You inspite of all challenges
I believe You are preparing a way for me
A way that will shamed my enemies and worries
Lord, I pray Your day cometh
For I awaits the fulfillment of your promises in my life.

©Nsikak Andrew, 6th October, 2008

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